Yea i kno i need to post more often u don't have to tell me. And i think my background sucks but at a quarter to 2 in the morning u stop caring. well anyway wats up with me and my summer. Well i'll list the hi lights of my summer thus far.

St. Ambrose carnval, movies, and various nights out at various different resteraunts with miss Jillian Kelly.

Chillin at their house, goin to GA, her swt 16, meetin new people with Darryl + Nikole.

I am now an employee at  A & P. Being a cashier kinda sucks lol. but i need the job, and everyone needs to do something that they don't like, prepares you for the real world. like ... paying ur bills, who the hell wants to do that lol. The three things i wonna buy as a result of my job. 1. Digi Cam    2. Guitar    3. Cell Phone. How superficial of me right? but hey, at least i'm working to get them. I want a dog too but i'm not payin no $600+ for a dam puppie. I'll go to a shelter or something.

On a more personal note i guess. I've never actually gotten ... personal on here before but there is a first time for everything, rite? I pose a question, How many times can you be a personal faliure before you realize that you need to change? I think I ask myself that question way to many times. I see people ... living. Not in the literal sense but living life. I'm here, stagnant. Maybe I lack conviction, or maybe I am deprived of self motivation. Either way i'm gonna stay the same until I get off my ass rite? I think it's time for some change. I guess the real question is, am I ready for change. Maybe I'm not, and that's why I'm stagnant. Well I guess that is enough deep thought for now. Muvho Luvo all ...