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Saturday, August 21, 2004

Sat, 21 Aug 2004 18:09:38 GMT

Hmmmmm wat has been going on with me? usual summer stuff i guess. One of my flaws i guess is that i think way to far ahead of myself. I find myself constantly thinking about the future. I guess more people than i think think about the future at my age, maybe not. But uncertainity kills me. I know what i want to do as a career, but I still haven't found out wat seperates me from the hundreds of other people who persue this as a career. But I guess that didn't stop the people who were/are truly great. Peace ~ A.j.

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Wed, 11 Aug 2004 14:50:03 GMT

Alright I want to start off this post by giving the BIGGEST shout out to my best in the south west, Clarissa, aka Miss Issa aka Clarissarse and the list goes on and on but back to the point. This ... wonderful girl is goin off to college and I wish nothing but the best of luck and if i can help you with anything, iunno how lol, but if i can just let me kno wand i'll see wat i can do. I heart you miss issa, and don't forget me while ur livin it up college style haha ~mucho Luvo

I took some pics of mah girl mizz D, who's on vaca rite now, hope u havin fun. well here's a few samples of my work hope u enjoy ...

Ya know, i think i've found something that i'm pretty good at lol. Plus, the film ones came out better than i expected, so miss D when u get back up here get ur arse to mah house so u can pick up the negatives LoL. Can't wait for the fall, minus the school thing, cause the fall is a good season to take pics, rite J. Kel? haha and if there's any guys out there that doesn't mind gettin there pic taken please comment, cause i have way to many pics of girls LoL.

Well anyway, other than hanging out and having many fone converstations with miss J. Kel, and working, i haven't been doing much which is bad cause i have a lot of ish to do lol. And with that said i guess i'm out cause i'm tired and i don't have much to say lol. Peace ...

Friday, July 30, 2004

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 03:16:14 GMT

Hey everyone, hope everyone is doing well. Me? Doin pretty good I suppose. Can’t complain too much. What have I been up to … WORK. A & P (a grocery store for those who don’t kno) the people at A & P are pretty cool. Everyone was nice to me when I first started and they are all still nice so it’s allg.

Well I just came back from kruise night with Darryl, Nikole, Rob and 2 guys that I just met lol, but they both seemed cool. Had a nice lil intelligent conversation with one of them, I believe ur name is Chris, and thank you Chris cause I haven’t had an intelligent conversation in a very long time lol. Earlier today, Adrienne and one of her friends, which I’m really sorry cause you were really great but I don’t remember ur name lol. (dam I am so bad with names) anyway we had like and intense 2 and ½ hour of practice of drill. Which leads to my goals starting from August till I graduate … holy crap I’m graduating … it’s still kinda surreal I guess.

August: Study for SAT’s , read at least half of each of my summer reading books because I never read them like … ever lol, loose weight, right kick ass essays for college applications, maybe even visit some and makin more money at A & P and hanging out with miss Jillian, and my usually hangout friends.

During the School year: Finishing up my college applications, Doing kick ass on my SAT’s, studying my butt so I have good 1^st marking period grades to send to college, continue with the weight loss. Kicking a lot of ass in mock trial and makin this year’s culture show the hottest EVER.

As a continuation from my last post, I think I’m ready for that change. I think I most definitely need that before I go to college. I think if I don’t then I’ll just be like … lost emotionally. I think before I got there I want to have a strong sense of self, and I think I’m on my way there. Well I think I’m good for now till next … ~Mucho Luvo, A.j.

Monday, July 19, 2004

Mon, 19 Jul 2004 05:00:11 GMT

Yea i kno i need to post more often u don't have to tell me. And i think my background sucks but at a quarter to 2 in the morning u stop caring. well anyway wats up with me and my summer. Well i'll list the hi lights of my summer thus far.

St. Ambrose carnval, movies, and various nights out at various different resteraunts with miss Jillian Kelly.

Chillin at their house, goin to GA, her swt 16, meetin new people with Darryl + Nikole.

I am now an employee at A & P. Being a cashier kinda sucks lol. but i need the job, and everyone needs to do something that they don't like, prepares you for the real world. like ... paying ur bills, who the hell wants to do that lol. The three things i wonna buy as a result of my job. 1. Digi Cam 2. Guitar 3. Cell Phone. How superficial of me right? but hey, at least i'm working to get them. I want a dog too but i'm not payin no $600+ for a dam puppie. I'll go to a shelter or something.

On a more personal note i guess. I've never actually gotten ... personal on here before but there is a first time for everything, rite? I pose a question, How many times can you be a personal faliure before you realize that you need to change? I think I ask myself that question way to many times. I see people ... living. Not in the literal sense but living life. I'm here, stagnant. Maybe I lack conviction, or maybe I am deprived of self motivation. Either way i'm gonna stay the same until I get off my ass rite? I think it's time for some change. I guess the real question is, am I ready for change. Maybe I'm not, and that's why I'm stagnant. Well I guess that is enough deep thought for now. Muvho Luvo all ...

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Thu, 27 May 2004 01:54:44 GMT

OKIE, I really need to learn how to keep with this damn posting thing don't I? LoL anyway i have to give the BIGGEST shoutout to my FAVORITE ARSE CLARISSA! Even though it is a bit delayed (6 days lol) it is the thought that matters. I hope you had the best birthday EVER. Also, I expect a letter soon, I'll be waiting .... LoL. Speaking of birthdays, it's Ray's Birthday tomorrow so I'll give him the 2nd biggest shoutout ever. Hope you have a good b-day.

Now, what have I been up to lately you ask? Not much lol, and it's refreshing, since the show is over and i've been announced as prez for the club 2nd year in a row. I saw TROY last weekend with the Inc. Good movie, Eric Bana, surpirsingly good since I am not familiar with his work. Orlando Bloom, surprisingly unimpressive cause i am extremely familiar with his work lol. Could've done better, but can win em all rite? We'll see how he does in ANOTHER friggin epic that he's doing (his 3rd with LOTR and TROY) Kingdom of Heaven.

LADIES AND GENTLEMEN, I think i have found my dream camera...

The Olympus C-8080 Wide Zoom Digital Camera

"Designed with a staggering 8 megapixel CCD for color-rich images you can print up to and larger than 20”x24”, a 5x optical wide angle zoom lens for an expanded view, full manual control, 10 shooting modes, a dedicated hot shoe for flash versatility, and much more all in one durable and easy-to-use package." http://www.olympusamerica.com/cpg_section/cpg_product_lobbypage.asp?l=1&p=16&bc=2&product=961&fl= I already love olmypus cameras so I'm always more partial to them while some people my want the new Nikon D70. But I want this camera so badly lol but this thing is far from cheap so i'm not gettin that anytime soon lol. It's always nice to dream. Well I think this post is long enough ...

~Mucho Luvo A.j.

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Sat, 15 May 2004 19:33:35 GMT

Wats up, alrite MAY 14TH CULTURAL AWARENESS SHOW. I'll take u through the course of my day lol. went to school ... didn't care. Stayed after school to set up for the show pracitced a bit before show started then introduced the MC's Charlie and Matt. Got and audience that was alot bigger than last years lol so that was good. okie ... first i sang badly lol and i won't be doin that next year lol. Then there was Drill, that went pretty well but next year i want it to be hotter. Then i had contemporary tinikiling, which went pretty well, but next year we have to practice more lol. I'd like to thank all the acts for their participation as well, and all the people that had me for one of the dance teachers for giving up their lunch blocks. Plus Enciso, Govan, Inc, and everyone else for comin to support lil ol' me. Much appreciations.

Now an act that i wasn't in but still hott none the less, the breakers that graced us with their presence. I'd like to thanks Ray and Emjay and the rest of the crew for comin through and holdin it down. It was madd hott. Then cause Darryl didn't wonna go by herself, I went to the Manalapan diner. On the way there i got to fear for my life and got my hat back (you kno who you are ...) and had a convo about gritz and mac & cheese. Inside i got to hear interesting converstations as well lol. Thanks for the good timez and a good show. Well that's it for now, Till next time...

Mucho Luvo A.j.

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

Wed, 05 May 2004 19:33:13 GMT

Wats up people, wat's going on with me, CAC show it's in less than a week and so far it's coming out pretty good i would say. I say the show is gonna be pretty hott and I'm excited. Got some great dedicated people coming to practices so, couldn't do it with out my club, SO THANKS! mucho luvo <3

Well other than the show, and jr prom which i'm not going to, there's not much else going on. BUT, before i go I have to leave you with some of the sexy students of sjv

i bet you wonna come to the school now rite??? yea ... me neither lol

Thursday, April 29, 2004

Thu, 29 Apr 2004 02:27:09 GMT

I GOT MY LICENSE WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Wednesday, April 28, 2004

Wed, 28 Apr 2004 01:10:00 GMT

Whats up people. long time no blog rite? yea i kno i'm a slacker lol. I wonna give the BIGGEST SHOUT OUT EVER to mah girl miss issa for hookin me up with my banner. Makin my vision a reality. I"m not blessed with the skillz ... or photoshop so i don't think i'm would be ablt to accomplish that with paint brush LoL.

Well anyway i've been a lot more busy than usualy. Practice every single day for the CULTURAL AWARENESS SHOW MAY 14. I think it's gonna be pretty hott, i'm really excited. Give a thanks to emjay for hookin us up with the breakers. So come on through if ur free that day. everything is free so you have no excuses lol. Well i got madd homework to do and i haven't even started yet. So lemme go and i'll write up again a lot sooner this time LoL. Peace Yall

Monday, January 05, 2004

Mon, 05 Jan 2004 05:10:11 GMT

wats up people? has it been a million years since the last time i blogged, not quite, but it's been a pretty long time lol. so how has life been treating me hmm lets find out shall we

i have school today and i'm sittin at my comp at 1 in the morning thinking about how much i don't want to go back. This vacation was alrite, nothing special. One of those holiday seasons where u have to be happy for wat u have. I've been thinking this vaca, wat the hell do i wonna do for the rest of my life. I feel like i will not have a 9-5 job. I have this unsettling (have no clu how to spell that)urge that i wonna act. Don't ask me why, cause i've been in a musical once where i had ... 2-3 lines i think. But iunno, 2 of my passions are movies and dancing, i'm gonna start takin hip hop lessons again in the city. But anyway iunno, i'm gonna ponder about it for a while i get some perspectives from a few people.

I'm jus afraid of telling my rents, i don't think they are gonna be to negative about it but i kno they are not gonna like it. I think i wonna try out for the NYU Tisch school of the arts but... how am i gonna get in if i have no experience and no lessons, iunno to much deep thought at this time at nite, but i do have this to say, if this guy ends up being my husband if i do become ac actress then I'm ALL for it LoL.

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